Day #3

is inspiration enough? today I wonder...dreams and ideas flow in and out around me. which one do I hold on to? which one do I let go of? the last 6 months have brought pain, sadness, defeat, reflection, growth and even happiness....I have found sides of myself I didn't know I had...dreams remembered and seemingly time to achieve them. But now how do I honor myself, my dreams and my responsibilities?

Emotions

So I can go about my day...lalalala...and then anger erupts like a sudden dam break...like right now...it's in those moments that I want everyone to know that I am pissed off...why? Don't know, it's just suddenly important to BE angry and have everyone KNOW it...however, I think about it and wonder, is it really anger or just such intense emotion with no where to go?

....suddenly I just want coffee. A hug in a mug, not to be confused with a Manhattan, which is a self inflicted, even desired kick in the ass in a glass...yummy...

Anyway...better now...only Pete's can save me in my time of wobble...

Breakfast in Oakland

I can't take credit for this photo because I didn't have my camera, I had my 'eye' and Suzi had the camera, we think it speaks for itself...

Learnng a new space

This is a space I have never entered before....a blog...I've read others...who has time to do this i thought...but then...isn't this what we all do in our moments when we are not rushing around, stressing out, being late...thinking...in our quite moments..figuring out what we should be or would be doing if we just had time...putting things in order...solving problems. But then the light changes, the horn honks, the phone rings and we are back to rushing...the perfection in those moments is gone...

what would happen if we learned to live in those moments...in those spaces? when the brain is quiet, when the world stops to take a breath...it's these moments that scare us...we try to find something to do, something to say...but just stop and listen to nothing...learn everything....